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"TO MY GRANDCHILDREN"
An account in his own words
This story is part of your roots, of which you can be proud.
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TO MY GRANDCHILDREN
Ernst Eduard Michaelis
London December 1993
When I was 12 years old, in 1939, the German Jewish world in which I had spent my childhood came to an end.
Your life is two generations later. This story is part of your roots, of which you can be proud.
In the first part of what I have written, I have tried to describe in the briefest possible form, the wider background - what, before it all changed, it meant to be Jewish, and where we lived. Then follows the main part and purpose, namely my notes for the Family Tree.
By the time you read this you will probably have been told that almost all of my original family and most of my childhood friends perished in the Holocaust - the deliberate attempt to kill all the Jews in all the parts of Europe that had been invaded by Germany in the early part of the Second World War.
Germany had been under the total control of a fascist dictatorship (the Nazis) since 1933. They took advantage of quite widely held prejudices about 'race', initially in Germany but subsequently also in some of the countries, which they invaded, which at that time meant primarily Antisemitism. Antisemitism was based on a combination of suspicion of people who had some customs and beliefs that were different, and jealousy because many Jews had done well in many fields because of hard work. There were, of course, also some Jews who showed a particular kind of selfishness, and there was a criminal element, which could be used as a reason for people for whom pure prejudice was not enough.
It is not my intention here to analyse the history of all this - if you are interested there are many books available that you can read. All that happened to us happened to a family many of whose members had served the wider community in which they lived in many ways. Just because of this, it is important to me that after you read what I have to say, you will properly understand that it was prejudice that caused the holocaust and prejudice that causes so much unfairness, tragedy, terrorism and so many wars.
A major element of being Jewish was a very strong sense of family. Jewish festivals are celebrated primarily around the dinner table with all members of the family present; some of the ceremonials and traditions involve participation of the youngest and the oldest.
In the part of society from which my family came there had been, for generations, a sense of a respect and pride for the old traditions and culture but also a strong sense of treating these with honesty. There was no place for orthodox religious practices that had become meaningless in everyday life, nor any sense of guilt that they had been abandoned. Many had strong religious beliefs, but in the main, people attended religious services (if at all) only for the special festivals and family occasions such as weddings.
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Walther Michaelis Resi Michaelis (nee Pincus) Werner Martin Michaelis
12/09/1880 - 22/10/1942 21/12/1891 - 22/10/1942 07/10/1923 - 22/10/1942
My father Walther Michaelis was born on 12th September 1880. From a very early age he developed a great interest in literature and in books - by the time he was 9 years old he had started his collection of first editions of works by classical German writers. My father originally wanted to become an architect, but in those days it was considered to be much more respectable to study law which he did, on his parent's insistence.From the time when he could no longer work as judge my father worked often up to 16 hours a day in numerous organisations to help victims of the Nazis and to do what he could to see that some of the German Jewish heritage would be preserved. All the work he undertook was done on an unpaid basis. As he had the pension, he did not want any of the charities or good works to spend any part of their very limited resources on any kind of payment for him. In some of these organisations he was a trustee or chairman and in others he was a senior executive. In the early years, because of the friends he still had amongst Non-Jews in the legal world, he was able to do quite a lot to help by using his influence. Later, he was mainly active in the setting up of Jewish institutions, such as two schools (both of which I attended in turn) and in helping people to get out of Germany.
Because the offices of the synagogues could not operate and my father was so well known, our home became a place that distraught families phoned to report who had been arrested. For almost 48 hours our phone was busy without interruption. My mother and father made lists and tried somehow to comfort all these people. After some weeks people who survived were released from the camps but all the ones that I saw appeared as broken people who I, as child of 12 years old, could not imagine would ever recover.
I overheard friends who were with us discussing that Jewish people had clearly been picked out to be arrested, in part by people who had a grudge against them, and it was very remarkable that my father, who had been a judge, apparently had no such personal enemies. My parents talked about all these events and predicted very accurately where these Nazi fanatics were going, and that my brother and I must get out of Germany.
My mother Resi was born in Berlin in 1891. She was often described as the centre of the family because she kept in close touch with everyone, and when older members who were otherwise alone and needed help she would always be available. She was similarly thought of as the centre by a circle of friends to whom she was very close, since the time when they were schoolgirls. Several of these managed to emigrate with their families to America and some of the information that I have recorded here I owe to them.
She regularly wrote verses and little plays for my brother and me to recite or perform whenever there was a major birthday in the family or some other out of the ordinary occasion. I remember for my father’s fiftieth birthday my brother appeared as a 5 and I (at the age of not quite 4) had to recite "I am a nought".
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My mother took a special interest in the care and the befriending of blind people. She took blind people to gardens with fragrant flowers and other places they could enjoy and she corresponded with them in Brail, which she could read and write quite quickly.
My brother Werner Martin was born on 7th October 1923 (I was born 3 years later). After leaving school, he started an apprenticeship as an industrial electrician in a training school that was to have emigrated to England (Leeds) in October 1939. When I last saw him he was 15 years old.
The last picture of my brother with me shows the two of us in our "workshop" (which was also our bedroom)
Deportation
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My parents with my grandmother Lina - Pincus and my brother Werner Martin were 'deported' from Berlin, by train, on the "21st deportation transport to the east" on 19th of October 1942. The destination is not known but it was almost certainly Auschwitz. Death certificates were issued in September 1951, stating that the assumed date of death for all of them is the 31st December 1942. Since I wrote the original ''To my Grandchildren" the "official" central archive of the holocaust, the "Yad Vashem", has recorded that my mother, father and brother were taken, on 19th October 1942, not to Auschwitz, but to the ghetto in Riga in Latvia. Full details can be found on the final messages page https://ernstmichaelisobit.wixsite.com/website/final-messages.
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My parents, with the help of others, had arranged my emigration and I came to England on the 10th August 1939. - 3 weeks later before the war started, which would have prevented me from coming and did prevent my brother' s emigration. When I left Germany I knew that there was very little chance that I would ever see my parents or my brother again. The state I was in, caused me to be (secretly) physically sick more or less every day for many weeks. Some of them are translated here
https://ernstmichaelisobit.wixsite.com/website/letters-from-germany
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The war made direct communication impossible, except for very unreliable 25 word messages at intervals of at best 3 or 4 months via the Red Cross. I did, however, receive 14 carefully worded letters that my parents were able to address to relatives and friends in neutral counties until, in August 1942, all contact was lost. These are recorded here
https://ernstmichaelisobit.wixsite.com/website/final-messages
The letters and Red Cross messages are archived in the Wiener Library in London.
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The life of Ernst Michaelis 1945 - 2008 (abridged)
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As result of my search for possible additional pictures and anecdotes about my childhood friend Lutz Peter Schiff, which I addressed to all former classmates at the Hodlheim Schule whose addresses I could discover, I have received several requests to write down what happened to me. Unfortunately, nobody was able to produce another picture or story. (One possible course of enquiry is still open.)
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I was lucky to be given a place at a very good 'public' boarding school. When I left school in 1945 I was still hoping that my parents might have survived and my first aim had to be able to earn, as soon as possible, enough money to be in a position to help them and to bring them to England. I got a job in a factory, trained to be a toolmaker, and went to evening classes so that eventually I qualified as a Chartered Mechanical Engineer. I became a specialist in a number of fields - primarily metal forming machine tools - which is why I am still allowed to work at the age of 81 (he finished working at the age of 88). It keeps me sane (or as sane as I have ever been).
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I met my wife Ann at St Mary's when she was there as a student teacher. She subsequently trained as a nurse and then worked for 28 years as cytologist in our local hospital. She was also a highly skilled and very imaginative artist - she had two exhibitions of her work in a gallery in central London. Ann was not Jewish. She was born in London in 1939, we married in 1960 and she died in 2005.
To express in words my feelings when my new family had one marvellous success after another, I can only say that, by this, the aims of those who had wanted to destroy our family were in the end utterly defeated.
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